Tension. Snapping bracelets to remind myself of why I do what I do.
Trying to be a better person makes one realize there is so much fault in this world.
Best case scenario or worst case scenario, I prepared for the worst. We all did.
Unseen resolution and an exhale like few I've felt. Much like the moments after a panic attack.
A change in temperature, a calm. Stomach churning, released. You know if you've had one.
A moment alone. Tears welled, much like Friday. Doubts about all will always be there.
Walk in the door. Wish it were a home. The slightest embrace would have worked wonders.
Now I'm back to being disrespected, interrupted, awoken, ignored.
Still, it's better than before.
And none of this was ever really about me.
Trying to be a better person makes one realize there is so much fault in this world.
Best case scenario or worst case scenario, I prepared for the worst. We all did.
Unseen resolution and an exhale like few I've felt. Much like the moments after a panic attack.
A change in temperature, a calm. Stomach churning, released. You know if you've had one.
A moment alone. Tears welled, much like Friday. Doubts about all will always be there.
Walk in the door. Wish it were a home. The slightest embrace would have worked wonders.
Now I'm back to being disrespected, interrupted, awoken, ignored.
Still, it's better than before.
And none of this was ever really about me.
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