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Free Writing 5/21/20

I'm giving myself six minutes.

The heat that comes with the sun seems to be here to stay, although the thermal and the comforter were definitely needed last night. The open window was nice, albeit my favorite dog did cause me a few hours of sleep. A human's fault, of course. Swag is changing with the rise and fall of the sun, as am I. Those around me, still childish, go by their alarms. Farmers don't use alarms. Cat's humans may be a type of farmer. We plow the litter. Ten the "crops," and always make sure the animals are comfortable and healthy. I can't seem to concentrate the last two days. I'm overcome by odd thoughts. Ones that contradict who I am. Some, pushing me to examine choices I've yet to make. Even now, a simple writing task, timed, I pause. Tik Tok. Not the app. I watch short videos recently, not long movies. I miss normalcy, but not the one COVID-19 has stolen, but comfort. Comfort to make dinner and eat when I please. Comfort to walk around in my underwear and to pee with the door open  Laughter at home. Damn it's been a while. Deep conversations. Surrounded by the narrow-minded and the simple, is getting to me. This is why I find bars attractive. They're always smiling, willing to talk, about things I'd never thought I'd discuss, with a stranger, over beers. Cheers. Clink! I miss that.

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