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Free Writing - Take Eight

I'm so scattered tonight, I can't even think of a topic.  The storm blew in and caused so much havoc for so many and I thought I'd be one of those without power.  Alone in the dark, wishing things were different.  I have been sitting here for the better part of the last twelve hours, reading, watching, looking at the devastation.  Someone would laugh at that last line if we were still friends.   Odd thoughts are in my head this morning.  I want to walk outside and soak in all this rain and damage.  I don't even know if it's bad. I haven't heard to many sirens this evening, but friends are suffering through it.  I want a bagel from Garth Road.  I'm in the mood for a cheeseburger, but a really crappy one...like from McDonald's.  I have two movies, but don't feel in the mood for either.  The Help and Shotgun Stories.  I have nothing to do for the next two days. Schools are closed tomorrow and Wednesday I don't have class. I need money.  I need a lot of things.  I had nice conversations Sunday and it made me think about things.  Wish I was younger and I could do some things differently.  I'm tired, physically, but can not sleep.  The wind is blowing harder than it was before.  I hope this is over.  Rain is called for much of tomorrow.  Have we seen the worst of it?  Is there more?  I wish it was Thanksgiving. Ithaca. Family. Laughter.  Someone to say goodnight to.  I don't have that anymore.

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